先前在香港轟動的反送中事件，心裏很熱血沸騰  卻始終有一種與我不相干的壞念頭
再來就是美國流感，馬來西亞政變等等等，一些大事件卻還是覺得可以置身事外
而如今在全球沸揚的武漢肺炎，從二級危險地區回來的我還以為自我隔離14天后踏出家門
可以呼吸到新鮮的空氣，但沒想到在我回國短短11天裏面國内確診就暴增300多宗
從回國那天的五六十人確診到今天的428確診病例，一切發生在一個星期内
這徹底讓我清楚這件事情是無法置身事外的，它確確實實發生著，而且分分鈡就在我們的身邊

現在這個狀況其實跟世界末日沒多大差別吧
甚至覺得這可能比世界末日更可怕，可怕在於你今天不知明日事
不知道身邊的人有沒有病毒，不知道病毒會演變到哪種傳播程度，不知道何時結束

至今已自我隔離11天，期間有出門去買菜煮飯，也有出門去處理重要事情
但口罩都是隨時戴著，在家也是都自己一個人呆著
看著全球一天天在攀升的確診人數，心裏沒有任何熱血沸騰，祇有各種憂心害怕
祇求偉大的醫護前綫人員們能平平安安拯救生命，發明家們可以創造結束疫情的東西
祈求無知的人民趕緊醒覺不要再舉辦聚會，大家都自行隔離

/ 希望大家都能平平安安

也希望在這今天不知明天的日子里，大家都能勇敢地毫無保留地  去給予身邊的人關懷和愛

其實這個時候我應該在上班的 對啊我在上班
只是老闆說 我有東西給你做可是我還沒把東西整理好給你做
然後他就跑去台北開會了 好吧 老闆我等你回來哦 哈哈

我是一個很念舊的人 偶爾都會翻一翻聊天記錄 ‘欣賞’我和其他人的感情 哈哈
偶爾也會發現 原來自己以前說話是這樣的 原來我說過這些話 原來我講過要做這件事然後都忘了
然後我發現 原來一年真的不長 就像剛發生的事情
但是一年前的關係 卻可以和現在完全不一樣了
你問我 想念嗎 我更想問他

好啦 其實只是因為我發現去年的現在和今年的現在 原來我都不在馬來西亞誒
去年的現在在泰國參加summer programme
今年的現在在台灣當實習生
不一樣的夏天 不一樣的際遇 不一樣的生活

我都說我不懂感恩 真的 我真的在好好學習感恩了
感恩你們 你 還在 要一直都在好嗎 :)



去年的這個時候 臨別前夕 我抓著手機把每個剛認識兩個禮拜的人的大頭照拍下
他們問我為什麼 我說不拍的話明天我就會把你們的樣子忘記掉了
如果你們剛好在看 好吧你們都看不懂中文 哈哈哈哈哈
我只想說 我沒有忘記你們 那是我最美好的夏天 謝謝你們 :)

#songkhlafs


然後 我真的想家了 我連續3天打電話給媽媽 媽媽都不要接 我好難過

本來就說好在final year要大家合體拍一組象徵畢業的照片
上個semester就和思敏姐姐在討論要什麼主題場景
結果事情都是不需要計劃反而更順利進行的
說好的反串不成了 就簡單藍白咯

先說說啊柒的故事
馬大很racist 每個科系都會分成華人幫  馬來人幫  印度人幫
我們科系人很少就區區40多個  華人總數16個
一路來的“傳統”都是華人有自己的orientation week，reunion dinner，graduation dinner
各種各樣的dinner和outing
當然馬來人印度人也有他們的活動

建築系 architecture - 啊柒  譯音  這應該不難明白
啊柒一族是最大的群組 裡面是歷年馬大所有的建築系前輩  每年都加入新成員
然後每個batch都會有自己的華人幫 有幫主 幫名 還有我們這些小馬鈴薯幫會員 哈哈
在別人眼裡看來我們人少區區16個  一天見20個小時  關係非常好
這是first year的事情吧  自從開始有人離開宿舍以後就沒一天見20個小時這回事了
然後還有一個事實是無論100個人還是10個人  都還是會分gang的 哈哈

我們這一年的幫名是archinee 由來應該是architecture+chinese的意思
好吧  馬大很racist的  不過有時候我卻覺得這樣有個自己的群組是好的








特別感謝second year的賢義 10多個人的照片應該不容易拍 哈哈
還剩不到一個月便會向degree生涯說拜拜
現在的感覺是很壓力  種種的assignment coursework都在奔向deadline了
我還在悠遊自在地過  有一種既然都海嘯了跑也沒有用的感覺 ...

無論如何  衷心希望大家能夠順利畢業
先這樣 哈哈

had been asking myself many times do you like the current you?
well, life isn't going so well recently.
there were some bad things happened (as always), but something never happened in my life occasionally happened in my 2016.
i wouldn't complaint about it but i wonder as if i'd did something wrong to deserve something bad like this.

my beloved puppy had gone to the peaceful world far away from me, no tears were drop but i was heart brokenly sad,
studio works aren't going well at current stage, a lot more work need to be done but it isn't my style T^T
stressed out from driving long distance everyday to and fro rented house and school. can't find another solution for this but i'm getting depressed on this :(
bf had an accident and injured badly, fortunately nothing serious on physical damage as in limbs and everything are good, but currently still hasn't come out from the aftereffect yet. 

pray, for everything to go smoothly in the rest of my 2016

Finally I can sit down and blog.
Alright. I'm actually quite free these few days but I'm just too lazy to type. haha
so I'm gonna share about my experience going to a kampung orang asli last week.

The trip was kind of unique for me because I've never interact with orang asli before neither staying their village. PLUS, my phone has broken down the day before i wanted to go to the village with my team.
I wonder the god wish me to enjoy til the max in the village or wanted to see me feeling bored all along the trip. Yea I bet you have never try to leave your cellphone for even one day right? I did, for four days. *claps*
I'm still alive! Meaning that everyone wouldn't die because of no cellphone. lol (but i will die without breakfast! hahaha)

Initially we planned to have a 4d3n trip to the village. We already scheduled everything but last last we decided to come back on the third day.
FYI, we go to the village is for the purpose of our Community Engagement assignment.
Every single group have to choose a place and organize some activities that can somehow give advantages to the community of the chosen place.
Idk why my group leader chose the Orang asli village since this seems the toughest job. But I do enjoy working in the village. :)

The villagers were not so welcoming but the kids were so heart warming.
They were so shy on the first day we reached, but the other day, they talked to us like we already get known with each other for years. kids ahh天真無邪 :)

I had just done the official report for presentation purpose so I will post a lottttt of photos instead of typing words, to make it doesn't feel like a report hahahahah.
Let's see the photos :)